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Last post here...
08.29.04 (7:48 am)   [edit]
I just posted something here ...and not it is gone ... fuck it ... I'm gone too ... ... I will no longer be posting here at tBlog. Please check me out at my new temporary home [url=http://kendallmeeks.blogspot....]kendallmeeks.blogspot.com[/url]

 
Woo Hoo
08.29.04 (7:00 am)   [edit]
While I still remain PISSED at tBlog ...I'm still here ...
I am working on my domain want to make it all 'purty' for the 3 folks that may visit...

Friday Night was another Blog Family Reunion ... When I say Blog Family - I'm talking about the TOS crew from the [url=http://www.ajc.com/living/con...]Mia's "Blog"[/url] on ajc.com. So we all got together and kicked it in a suite at the "swanky, sexy, hide the ice machine in the wall" [url=http://www.starwood.com/whote...]W[/url] hotel at Perimeter ...

It was cool ...to see everyone again - it's been about a month since our last get together ... everyone looked GREAT (for Internet people, we are strikingly handsome and beautiful) ... We had a ball - just kicking it ... I have lost my inspiration to type about this subject because my brain seems to be in hyper drive ...

[b]I FOUND SOMEWHERE TO MOVE[/b] ... and it is proof that God continues to watch over me and my boys (there has never been any doubt)... I've driven place this condo complex for a few years now ...always wondered what it looked like ...so I decided to explore! Drove in .. serene and well maintained community. I spied a 'for lease' sign out on the street, said a quick prayer and dialed the number... Had an incredibly pleasant conversation with the owner and set up an appointment to see it...! Turns out the rent for it is only $895 cable, water, washer/dryer included. Keep in mind folks, the apartment complex across the street wants $1035 for a smaller apartment with the aforementioned amenties extra ... you feel my excitement yet? In any case, long story short ( too late) I saw it... love it ... want it ... put down a deposit - IT'S MINE!!! I'll also have first option to buy it - if I want to this time next year... !!! I'm so incredibly grateful!
 
What's your flava?
08.26.04 (7:01 pm)   [edit]
Found this thanks to the HILARIOUS [url=http://themaddater.blogspot.c...]Mad Dater [/url] The Stoli Vodka Flavor Quiz ... I'm only posting this because I agree with its' assessment of Kendall... especially the part that reads ...[i][b]... I cast my love spell on nearly everyone I meet .... [/b][/i] ... My Flava is Stoli Persik ... still trying to figger out what that is ...is it a fancy schmancy name for Peach or Parsnip?... I hate Stoli .. prefer my Ketel One .. lets see what KO's website yields... So what's YOUR flava?

 
God damn it...
08.24.04 (5:30 pm)   [edit]
I am extremely perturbed ... Muthafucking tBLOG deleted 2 weeks of posts ... where the hell are they?
I looked at the shit earlier today ... I even have the friggin comments to the posts ...
I didn't delete the shit ... but still it's gone ...

That's the last straw ... I know I wasn't paying for this shit ...at least I can be grateful about that ....

So now I'm going to copy the rest of my shit to my new spot and get the hell on ....

FUCK tBLOG ... it's been a nice year ...but DAMN
 
Something Catchy
08.11.04 (6:39 pm)   [edit]
Ok ...there is nothing Catchy in this blog ... but since you are here ... you might as well read ... and comment ...and read... and comment

I really have nothing to blog about tonight but I am trying to get in a regular habit of adding an entry everyday or at least every other day...

So bear with me...

Today was interesting - starting off at work ...my ridiculously annoying co worker started off yet another day in a foul mood. Honestly, I'm about ready to make a suggestion to the folks that matter that she be replaced. Noone enjoys working with someone who has a f-ing bad attitude all day. Give me a break for real.

Secondly, I attended a very successful sales meeting with the "dick'' and my "quote unquote" supervisor. I think they are going to take my suggestion and make this big hardware purchase.

Thirdly, I attended a focus group. The focus of this study was webhosting, particularly Interland's webhosting and customer service... or lack thereof.... I sat in that room on the shiny side of the double sided mirror pontificating for two hours about the dissatisfaction with Interland as a company....and for my opinion I was generously rewarded with $150 - say WORD! Very nice ....can't wait til the next one .... I love the concept of being paid to give my opinion ...

Lastly, I'm sitting here looking out my 4th floor window glancing down on my neighbors tv just across the parking lot ... it must be hdtv - the picture is so clear ...I can actually make out the commercials and everything - I have really poor eye sight so it has to be the massive screen. Listening to the crickets and those other loud bugs - I am appreciating where I am. Not just here in this "luxury" apartment (it says it on the sign right over there!!!!) but where I am in my life right this moment. I am ok with me ...for now ...
I do wish that I had a man in my life that I didn't choose to share (notice I didn't say HAVE TO ...I know I don't HAVE TO share him) ... That would be cozy ...

In any case ...as I said ....or thought in my head..whichever ...nothing profound here ...just me giving my fingers and brain a last bit of exercise before I shut down for the evening...

 
Nervous
08.09.04 (4:37 pm)   [edit]
Gotta couple of things that I need to sort out.

First of all, I've been slack assing it at work in one particular aspect. And as all slack assing tends to do ...it is coming back to haunt me... FUUUUGGGG.... my bosses are going to hold ME accountable for not having completed this assignment and I have absolutely NO rebuttal. I've never been in this position before - I haven't been able to complete this assignment because for once - I am stumped about the technology on which it is based ... Anyone know a quick way to learn .NET and XML ...by tomorrow at 9:30?

Secondly, I need a new frigging roommate ... old roomie is moving out soon and my lease is up and I don't need a 3 bedroom and I don't need to pay 1500 in rent .... but at the same time ... I don't want to move out of this school district but I don't want to move back into my old apartment and pay more in rent for the same crap .... what to do ....what to do...

I have no idea ...actually that's not true... I have so many ideas what to do ... I'm just not certain which one will have the most desirable outcome (LEAST drama and opinion from the peanut gallery) ...

That's all I've got for now ... wait...sitting here watching pre-season football... I'm SO psyched about the season getting ramped up ... September 9th is KICKOFF ....30 days from tonight .. GO J!E!T!S!
 
All right ...
08.08.04 (7:24 pm)   [edit]
I've tried to fight the urge to post about Rick James' dying ...
It's crazy - how this whole death thing "works" isn't it? I was just listening to folks clowning Rick for how horrible he looked and sounded on the BET Awards a few weeks ago. I wonder if those folks feel bad?

In any case ... too bad he's gone ... his music is with us forever .... I can remember when I realized his song Mary Jane was actually about weed .... TRUST me ... It was not THAT long ago ....

I just heard them say on Fox News that the autopsy results were inconclusive. The anchor went on to add that he suffered from high blood pressure, diabetes, and had a pace maker .... hmmmmm ....is anyone else surpised that dude died? I mean dayuuum....

RIP Rick James
[i]
".....remember when I used to loooooove them and leave them ....that's what I used to do .... use and abuse them ....then I laid eyes on you ....it was paaaaaaaaain before pleasure .... That was my claim to fame.....With every measure, baby.....Tasted teardrop stains, yeah"[/i]
 
Observations from here...
08.08.04 (3:38 am)   [edit]
My mind works a little slow sometimes ... so... yesterday we (me, moms and my boys) are sitting in "Eat Fresh" (that's what little dude calls it) and moms asks about my ex boyfriend from HIGH SCHOOL. It's not THAT random of a question as we have kept in touch through the years. But this is mostly through his insistence than it is mine...but whatever...we are cool. So any moms asks about him and rather play another game of 20 questions (something like this):

[b]MOM[/b]: So how is so and so doing?
[b]ATBTFTP:[/b] Fine ...
[b]MOM[/b]: Is he still teaching? His wife had a baby right? How old is the baby now? You never see him ? How is his mom doing? Did she move down here yet? Did he graduate from GSU yet? How long has he been married? He turned out a good guy didn't he?
[b]ATBTFTP[/b]: Um...yeah
[b]MOM[/b]: Why do you have an attitude? I just asked a simple question

To avoid all of that .... I picked up my trusty Metro Piece of Crappy Service phone and dialed him up ... left a message to "hit me back" and that was that (or so I hoped)... So we are headingi into [url=http://www.dekalbfarmersmarke...]YDFM[/url] and chirp chirp ...chirp chirp ...my cell sings ... it's the ex ... Immediately pass the phone to moms ...they exchange pleasantries...blah blah blah ... she disconnects the call and says .... UGHITTY UGH UGH (no that was me) ...SHE said
[i][b]"heshouldabeenurhus band" he's a good man...real good man [/b][/i].... Aaaaaaaaaargh ...yeah if I could have just gotten over the fact that his fist made friends with my face my junior year - we would have been GREAT!!!

I felt like I was in a movie ...[url=http://www.imdb.com/Title?011...]Waiting to Exhale [/url] and I was Savannah (Whitney Houston's character).... Ugh ..
 
Blogging
08.07.04 (3:40 pm)   [edit]
I'm just sitting here watching my little dude play "Stanley" on the computer. It was at this moment that I remembered that I downloaded Movable Type on the laptop that I just issued to a new coworker yesterday. Aaaargh - now I'm going to have to start from scratch on this new one. This time around I'm going to use my new [url=http://www.amazon.com/exec/ob...]removable memory[/url] to store my data - duh.

So back to my original motivation for this post ... I've been doing this blogging thing for a year ... but until recently I was only reading tblog blogs. It's been a wonderful year ...getting to "know" [url=http://scubadiva.tblog.com]scubadiva[/url], [url=http://lynne.tblog.com]lynne[/url], [url=http://cyberpal.tblog.com]cyberpal[/url] and the resident [url=http://saint027.tblog.com]jar head[/url]...I also read dreadivine but she's moved on to bigger and better things ... all in all...these folks (mostly unbeknownest to them) have been my secret guilty pleasures ... but check it ... (amazingly retarded statement warning) THERE ARE OTHER BLOGGING SITES OUT THERE !!! Some are even private domains ... and *GASP* I'm not the only person in Atlanta blogging .... Amazing isn't it?

In any case - since I am in the pre-planning mode for my new domain - I've been perusing some of these other blog sites (tblog is still THE best) and from other blogs, I've been referred to other blogs and other blogs from those blogs ... very interesting. I've come across a few intriguing personalities as of late - #1 is Leeser at [url=http://www.ghettointellect.co...]ghettointellect.com[/url] Sista Girl over there offers[i] delightful...tasteful ... delicate... commentary on the world she lives in ... [/i] Um... okay ... she aini't really all that delicate... and she sure as hell ain't delightful ... yet the site is tastefully done and she is extremely gifted both with words (or better yet ...the ability to manipulate them) and graphic design. I enjoy reading her ... and maybe you will too?

Next on the list is the [url=http://themaddater.blogspot.c...]Mad Dater[/url] ... Sista Girl over there is a little bit country...a little bit rock 'n roll ... um ... naw ... she is hysterically witty chick who is [b]truly[/b] having the dating[url=http://www.ajc.com/living/con...]Misadventures in Atlanta[/url] !!
[b]Thanks Wise for turning me on to this crazy chick!!![/b]...

Now for whatever reason, I've taken to reading a buttload of political blogs, specifically [url=http://instapundit.com/]Instapundit.com [/url] ... Dunno ... it's just interesting ... I can't remember many of the urls for the other blogs (hey, I'm 30) so I'm going to try my hardest to recreate my list of favorites - I'll get back at you on that.:?:

Hmmm ... is this post long enough or should I continue ? Typing for the sake of typing? Naw ...that's it ...holla
 
Questions I am asking myself, today?
08.06.04 (5:22 pm)   [edit]

1) How is it possible that I gave birth to 2 incredibly handsome and brilliant dudes? 


2) Why do I look incredibly attractive in the mirror in my bathroom - yet, shockingly horrid in the mirror in my car?


3) How did I get to trusting HIM so g-d much?


4) Where am I going to find someone normal to move in with me for six months?


5) Why don't I want to move to Charlotte anymore?


6) Why was this past week THE busiest week of my life?


7) Why aren't the "bi-ahs" downstairs woman enough to come to my door to tell me I am making too much noise...and really is it necessary to bang on the wall after every little noise... Furthermore - how f-ing loud could it possibly be .... next time they bang ...maybe I'll go down and see for myself?


I realize that I've got to make some decisions here - I need to move but I don't want to move too far from here ... I need to stay in this school district for little dude to attend pre-k.  I am going to go around next week and find perhaps a private residence to rent... Irritating ...I hate moving! This is the last time I ever do anything nice for a person who is not willing to help herself ...fugg* it


*Now that my children have returned ..I'm trying to curb my vulgarity